My CIS homework is painful. I have no motivation to write this paper and I'm having a really hard time concentrating. There's just so much going on in my tiny little brain that I can't fit anything else in there right now. Thank God all I'm doing is just spitting out useless dribble. And I want to actually cut my fingers off every time I type something like "the interface is user friendly." Buh? What does that even mean? Where does this shit come from?
I was told this paper should take 10-12 hours to write. Keep in mind that I wrote my entire honors thesis (about 20 or so pages) in a day. I did an entire semester's work (researched to writing) within three days. I wrote it a week after it was due (I just upped and disappeared with the debate team to Illinois and didn't bother telling anyone like my advisor or the head of the honors program...oops! Slipped my mind!) and still managed to get a B+ (the lowest grade I've ever received on a college paper).
But this? No...this is mind numbing and soul sucking. I actually got up early today to work on this and will be working on it all day until I get ready to leave for the Queen concert in Jersey tonight.
I'm going to crack.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
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